"Self" Pity

Sin of sins against Thee,
King of kings and Lord of lords;
Sin of discontent,
Slander of Thee,
Signal Shepherd,
Slain Savior.
Sin of wrong centeredness,
Sin of such choice
Silencing the Spirit's voice.
Sin's slough--
Cleanse me, Father God,
Clear my eyes of
So I focus
On rather than against Thee,
On rather than against Thy Christ,
On rather than against Thy Spirit.
Oh wretch that I ought to be--
Self directed rather than toward Thee!